I'm Shaking Right Now

I'm literally shaking right now. I spent $650 to buy these arts from Fiverr and created this NFT. I quit my job so I could be like Yuga Labs but I was wrong... I spent all my money in this and I'm scared. Can you please help me. I'm literally shaking so bad right now. My son is crying in the other room and I cant speak to him. He looked at me and said "Father, why are were you not going to work in McDonald's recently and he's only 2 years old.. I cant look that kid in the face... Im begging you. I skipped my meals for this. CAN I GET BACK MY $650?